Save Myself

God damn, hindsight 2020
唉，事后想来，竟然已经2020年啦
Poured rain, all over my sunny
瓢泼大雨，淋湿了我的阳光
Someday this will all be funny
总有一天，一切看上去都会变得有趣
Hmm, hmm, hmm
We were ******, playing milk and honey
我们就像可卡因，却扮演着牛奶和蜂蜜的角色
Dysfunctional, I was a junkie
我不太正常，是个瘾君子
Someday this will all be funny
总有一天，一切看上去都会变得有趣
Oh, oh, oh
I know everything worked out the way it's meant to be
我知道这意味着所有的事情都会被解决
But honestly
但老实说
If I had the chance
如果我曾有机会
I would take it back
我会收回曾经的一切
Jumping off your sinking ship
我会从你的快要沉没的船上跳离
'Stead of going down with it
而不是跟着它一起沉没落水
Oh, oh, oh
One day I'll be good
Right now I'm just mad
可是现在，我却很生气
Over being so mature
我有点过于成熟
If only I was never yours
要是我以前没和你在一起过就好了
Oh, oh, oh
I could've saved myself
我本可以自救
Time and lots of money
而不是浪费自己的时间和金钱
Could've saved myself
本可以自救
Ah, ooh
I shouldn't blame myself
我不该指责自己
I kinda saw it coming
我早该料到
Could've saved myself
我要自救
From you
逃离你身边
Red flags, tended to ignore them
感情举起红旗时，我却选择了忽视它们
White flag, never sent it soaring
而我也绝不举起投降的白旗
So hard to forget it in the morning
清晨，想要忘记这些事是那么艰难
Oh, oh, oh
I know everything worked out the way it's meant to be
我知道这意味着所有的事情都会被解决
But honestly
但老实说
If I had the chance
如果我曾有机会
I would take it back
我会收回我的爱
Jumping off your sinking ship
我会从你的快要沉没的船上跳离
'Stead of going down with it
而不是跟着它一起沉没落水
Oh, oh, oh
One day I'll be good
总有一天我会容光焕发
Right now I'm just mad
Over being so mature
我有点过于成熟
If only I was never yours
要是我以前没和你在一起过就好了
Oh, oh, oh
I could've saved myself
Time and lots of money
而不是浪费自己的时间和金钱
Could've saved myself
我本可以自救
Ah, ooh
I shouldn't blame myself
我不该指责自己
I kinda saw it coming
我早该料到
Could've saved myself
我本可以自救
From you
逃离你身边
Save myself
救我自己
I could've saved myself
我本可以自救
From wasting half my twenties
而不是浪费我的青春年华
Saved myself
我本可以自救
From you
逃离你身边
I could've saved myself
我本可以自救
Time and lots of money
而不是浪费自己的时间和金钱
Could've saved myself
我本可以自救
Ah, ooh
I shouldn't blame myself
我不该指责自己
I kinda saw it coming
我早就该料到
Could've saved myself
我本可以自救
From you
逃离你身边