Breaking Now

I just don't care, don't care anymore
我只是不在乎了 我再也不在乎了
I just don't care anymore and I can't pretend
我只是再也不在乎了 我已经装不下去了
I haven't been here before and haven't seen the end
我以前从未来过这儿也未曾见过尽头
I sometimes hope for a cure I'm just lost within
有时候我真希望能安慰自己说我只是迷失在这里
I just don't care anymore, why can't I
我只是不在乎了 为什么我不能呢？
I open my eyes and see these lies
我张开眼睛 看着这些谎言
they breed and they feed off of me
它们繁殖着 并喂食着我
I try to revive a design
我试图恢复决意
but can't see a need to agree
但是却看不见这样做的必要
I'd hide in my mind and rewind
我躲在我的脑海里 重放着
the scene or I'd flee underneath
我逃离苦海的场景
But time after time I still find
但一次又一次后我仍然发现
I bleed more for me to succeed
我得为我的成功流更多的血
It's hard to care care care if I'm breaking now
很难去在乎我是否会现在就崩溃
Every single thing I swear tries to take me down
我为之发誓的每一件事都在试图让我失望
It's hard to care care care if I make it out
很难去在乎我是否能挺过去
Every single thought of despair tries to take me down
每一个绝望的念头都在试图让我沉沦
I'm keeping myself alive to just live like this
我试图让自己就像这样活着
And force myself to decide what's my life's purpose
并强迫自己选择我生活的意义
I'm stuck in back of the line and behind the mix
我深陷其中无法自拔
Still trying to find what is mine find where I fit
仍然试图寻找属于我的东西和安身之处
I open my eyes and see these lies
我张开眼睛 看着这些谎言
they breed and they feed off of me
它们繁殖着 并喂食着我
I try to revive a design
我试图恢复决意
but can't see a need to agree
但是却看不见这样做的必要
I'd hide in my mind and rewind
我躲在我的脑海里 重放着
the scene or I'd flee underneath
我逃离苦海的场景
But time after time I still find
但一次又一次后我仍然发现
I bleed more for me to succeed
我得为我的成功流更多的血
It's hard to care care care if I'm breaking now
很难去在乎我是否会现在就崩溃
Every single thing I swear tries to take me down
我为之发誓的每一件事都在试图让我失望
It's hard to care care care if I make it out
很难去在乎我是否能挺过去
Every single thought of despair tries to take me down
每一个绝望的念头都在试图让我沉沦
All the time it's trying to break me
它总是尝试着让我崩溃
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都试图带走我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己
But down inside I care a little less lately
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了
All the time it's trying to break me (I don't care)
它总是尝试着让我崩溃（我不在乎)
Every lie is trying to take me （don't care)
每一个谎言都试图带走我(不在乎了）
Now I find I'm dying to save me (anymore)
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己（再也不在乎了）
But down inside I care a little less lately (anymore)
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了（再也不在乎了）
All the time it's trying to break me (I just don't care)
它总是尝试着让我崩溃（我只是不在乎了）
Every lie is trying to take me (anymore)
每一个谎言都试图带走我（再也不在乎了）
Now I find I'm dying to save me (anymore)
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己（再也不在乎了）
But down inside I care a little less lately
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了
All the time it's trying to break me (I just don't care)
它总是尝试着让我崩溃（我只是不在乎了）
Every lie is trying to take me (anymore)
每一个谎言都试图带走我（再也不在乎了）
Now I find I'm dying to save me (anymore)
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己（再也不在乎了）
But down inside I care a little less lately (anymore)
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了（再也不在乎了）
It's hard to care care care if I'm breaking now
很难去在乎我是否会现在就崩溃
Every single thing I swear tries to take me down
我为之发誓的每一件事都在试图让我失望
It's hard to care care care if I make it out
很难去在乎我是否能挺过去
Every single thought of despair tries to take me down
每一个绝望的念头都在试图让我沉沦
All the time it's trying to break me (I just don't care)
它总是尝试着让我崩溃（我只是不在乎了）
Every lie is trying to take me (anymore)
每一个谎言都试图带走我（再也不在乎了）
Now I find I'm dying to save me (anymore)
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己（再也不在乎了）
But down inside I care a little less lately
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了
All the time it's trying to break me (I just don't care)
它总是尝试着让我崩溃（我只是不在乎了）
Every lie is trying to take me (anymore)
每一个谎言都试图带走我（再也不在乎了）
Now I find I'm dying to save me (anymore)
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己（再也不在乎了）
But down inside I care a little less lately
但是最近说实话我不太在乎了