Unbecoming

I lost myself into the night
在黑夜之中迷失自己
And I flew higher
于是我飞得更高
Than I had ever
比曾经任何一次都高
But I still felt small
但我依然感觉我微不足道
I clipped my wings and fell from flight
我撕裂我的翅膀，从空中坠落
To open water
沉入水中
And floated farther
随波逐流
Away from myself
远离自我
And I swam in the wakes of imposters
我在谎言编织的湖中前行
Just to feel what it's like to pretend
只为体验伪装的感觉
There's no dreams in the lakes only monsters
湖中没有美梦，只有魔鬼
And the monsters are my only friends
而这些魔鬼是我唯一的朋友
They're all that I was
他们都是我的映像
And ever could be
而我也可能会成为恶魔.....
Eyes in the dead still water
亡魂之眼，仍在流泪
Tried but it pushed back harder
竭尽全力，却适得其反
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼
Knives in the backs of martyrs
刺穿殉道者的利刃
Lives in the burning fodder
活在烈焰的地狱中
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼
You found me drifted out to sea
你发现漂浮在海上的我
It's automatic
这必然发生
It's telepathic
这是心灵感应
You always knew me
你总是那么了解我
And you laugh as I search for a harbor
你嘲笑着我寻求港湾
As you point where the halo had been
当你指出光环的轨迹
But the light in your eyes has been squandered
但你眼中的光芒也黯淡了下来
There's no angel in you in the end
到最后，你的善意也化作虚无
And all that I was
我所拥有的一切
I left behind me
都抛弃在身后
Eyes in the dead still water
亡魂之眼，仍在流泪
Tried but it pushed back harder
竭尽全力，却适得其反
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼
Knives in the backs of martyrs
刺穿殉道者的利刃
Lives in the burning fodder
活在烈焰的地狱中
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼
Now I wait
我等待着
This metamorphosis
转变......
All that is left is the change
把所有希望押在转变上
Selfish fate
自私的命运啊
I think you made me this
我认为你让我变成这样的
Under the water I wait
坠入深海，我仍在等待
Eyes in the dead still water
亡魂之眼，仍在流泪
Tried but it pushed back harder
竭尽全力，却适得其反
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼
Knives in the backs of martyrs
刺穿殉道者的利刃
Lives in the burning fodder
活在烈焰的地狱中
Cauterized and atrophied
燃烧殆尽，灵魂将逝
This is my unbecoming
光鲜的外表下藏着丑恶的魔鬼