Cynical

I don't know when I got scared
不知何时起我感到恐惧
Scared of my imagination
惧怕于自己的幻想
Used to see beautiful things
也曾只识事物之美
Now I got this sick fixation
现我却得此怪癖
I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had
我在脑中重现曾经每一次恐惧
Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have
翻阅照片来观察一切陌生事物
Believing every negative feeling is a fact
相信一切不好的预感都会成真
I don't wanna get used to that
我不想习惯于此
Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
为何我要折磨自己 痛斥自己
I'm so good at being critical
我是如此擅于批判
I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
我想我会学到 当你擅于去悲观时
When you're good at being cynical
你就很难受到打击
I'm jealous of when I was young
年轻时我嫉妒他人
And everything was right there waiting
所有的一切都在前路等待
Wanted the sky aimed so high
向往天空 志向高远
Instead of lowering my expectations
却不知降低自我期望
I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground
我不知怎样能让自己脚踏实地
And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
防止内心的声音过于响亮
I think I'm realizing no one figures it out
我想我明白了 没人解决的了
And I gotta get used to that
所以我得习惯于此
Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
为何我要折磨自己 痛斥自己
I'm so good at being critical
我是如此擅于批判
I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
我想我会学到 当你擅于去悲观时
When you're good at being cynical
你就很难受到打击
If I hope and it doesn't work then
若我希望 但这只是徒劳
I know it's gonna hurt so I'll
我明白那会很痛
Make a joke act like nothing wrong
所以我会搞怪一下 装作一切都好
And put another layer of armor on
然后为自己套上另一层盔甲
Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
为何我要折磨自己 痛斥自己
Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
为何我要折磨自己 痛斥自己
I'm so good at being critical
我是如此擅于批判
So good
如此擅于
I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
我想我会学到 当你擅于去悲观时
When you're good at being cynical
你就很难受到打击
When you're good at being cynical
当你擅于去悲观时
I'm so good at being cynical
我是如此擅于悲观
I'm so good at being cynical
我是如此擅于悲观
I'm so good at being cynical
我是如此擅于悲观