Sober

I got no excuses
我找不到借口
For all of these goodbyes
为这些离别开脱
Call me when it's over
事情结束之后给我电话
'Cause I'm dying inside
因为我快要死心了
Wake me up when the shakes are gone
战栗停止后叫醒我
And the cold sweats disappear
冷汗消失后叫醒我
Call me when it's over
事情结束之后给我电话
And myself has reappeared
我又出现了
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know why
我不知道 不知道 不知道 不知道为什么
I do it every every every time
我每次每次每次都这样
It's only when I'm lonely
只是当我觉得孤独的时候
Sometimes I just wanna cave
有时我只想逃避
And I don't wanna fight
我不想反抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我一再努力
Just hold me I'm lonely
请抱紧我 我好孤独
Momma I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
妈妈 对不起 我不再清醒了
And daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸 请原谅我把酒洒在了地板上
To the ones who never left me
那些从未离开我的人
We've been down this road before
以前我们走过这条路
I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
对不起 我不再清醒了
I'm sorry to my future love
我对不起我未来的爱人
For the man that left my bed
因为那个离开我的男人
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
因为我无法像想象中那样与你缠绵了
And I'm sorry for the fans I lost
我对不起失去的粉丝
Who watched me fall again
他们看到我再次沉沦
I wanna be a role model
我想做个好榜样
But I'm only human
但我只是普通人
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know why
我不知道 不知道 不知道 不知道为什么
I do it every every every time
我每次每次每次都这样
It's only when I'm lonely
只是当我觉得孤独的时候
Sometimes I just wanna cave
有时我只想逃避
And I don't wanna fight
我不想反抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我一再努力
Just hold me I'm lonely
请抱紧我 我好孤独
Momma I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
妈妈 对不起 我不再清醒了
And daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸 请原谅我把酒洒在了地板上
To the ones who never left me
那些从未离开我的人
We've been down this road before
以前我们走过这条路
I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
对不起 我不再清醒了
I'm not sober anymore
我不再清醒了
I'm sorry that I'm here again
对不起 我又这样了
I promise I'll get help
我保证我会寻求帮助
It wasn't my intention
那不是我的本意
I'm sorry to myself
我对不起自己