Escapism. (Sped Up)

Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
坐在他的身上缓缓移动 将他调谑戏弄
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
将不菲钻饰 尽数在他胸膛上倾洒
I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something
我与他在酒吧邂逅 那时大抵已过午夜
I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him
多点了两杯酒 因为今晚我对他无比渴望
A little context if you care to listen
若你愿意倾听 就让我叙述下背景
I find myself in a shit position
我发觉自己此刻的处境糟糕透顶
The man that I love sat me down last night
昨晚我爱的那个男人扶我坐下
And he told me that it's over, dumb decision
告诉我了那个愚蠢过时的决定
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
我不愿感受着自己的心 慢慢被人撕裂
Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'
事实我不愿去感知 于是我继续灌下酒饮
Then I'm out on the town with a simple mission
而我要出城去 执行一件简单的任务
In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'
穿着我的小黑裙子 以及坐在我旁边的他
Just a heart broke *****
只是个心碎婊子
High heels six inch
蹬着六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
在深夜俱乐部的后面 啜饮着香槟
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一个人
In the back of the taxi sniffin' *******
在出租车的后座上 吸食着可可粉
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
不得不去测试 醉酒后的泪水 与亢奋中的性爱
I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page
我找寻着 与我处在同样境遇的男孩
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
如今又回到一切的开始 最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那辆宾利 那家酒店 以及我过去的行事作风
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
大夫 大夫 麻烦你帮帮我
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
医生 请求你的怜悯
Take this pain away
快来带走我的苦痛
You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel
可我不愿去感受
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
吞云吐雾 欲罢不能 快看我如何肆意发泄
Back to my ways like 2019
回到2019年时的样子
Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it
距离前任将感情断送 还未到24小时
I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty
我便寻得新欢 预备与他翻云覆雨
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
昨夜美妙绝伦 犹如蛋糕上点缀的樱桃
Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'
近来经历不少黑暗时日 简直糟糕透了
Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes
原谅我的状态 我如你崇高的憧憬般情绪高昂
That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'
与我共入床榻 令我欲火焚身 烤肉般滋滋作响
If I take a step back to see the glass half-full
倘若我退后一步 看到这半满的杯子
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in
至少我现在身上穿着的是普拉达两件套
And I'm already actin' like a ****, know what I mean?
而我已经表现得如此淫靡
So you might as well stick it in
依我看 你不妨赶紧对我展开攻势
Just a heart broke *****
High heels six inch
蹬着六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
在深夜俱乐部的后面 啜饮着香槟
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一个人
In the back of the taxi sniffin' *******
在出租车的后座上 吸食着可可粉
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
不得不去测试 醉酒后的泪水 与亢奋中的性爱
I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page
我找寻着 与我处在同样境遇的男孩
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
如今又回到一切的开始 最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那辆宾利 那家酒店 以及我过去的行事作风
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
因为我不愿重蹈昨晚的覆辙
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
大夫 大夫 麻烦你帮帮我
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
医生 请求你的怜悯
Take this pain away
快来带走我的苦痛
You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel (What?)
可我不愿去感受
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
我不愿与昨晚的感知如出一辙
Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)
学会坦然面对你无法改变的事情
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah
正如我来时那样 当我离开时 我将一丝不挂
Out of reach, out of touch
无法接触 遥不可及
Too numb, I don't feel no way
过于麻木令我不知何为前路
Toast up, so what?
那又怎样 不妨举杯欢庆
Street small, but it go both ways
街道虽窄 也为双向通行
So, you'll run, yeah
所以你大可逃跑
But you'll never escape
但你却永远不得逃脱
Sunset in the maze
迷宫中望见日落
(You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)
你在询问着我的症状 医生 可我不愿去感受
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不愿去感知昨晚的感受如何
I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh
不愿再去回忆昨晚的那种感觉
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
大夫 大夫 用什么法子都行
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
大夫 大夫 就请饶恕我吧
You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel
可我不愿去感受
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不愿去感知昨晚的感受如何
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
不愿再去回忆昨晚的那种感觉
Wanna feel, wanna feel how I did last night
我只是不愿再重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Lipstick smudged like modern art
口红如现代艺术般遭到蹂躏
I don't know where the **** I am or who's drivin' the ****ing car
我不知道自己是谁 谁在驾驶着这该死的车
Speeding down the highway sippin'
在高速公路上超速行驶着
Mixing pills with the liquor 'cah **** these feelings
将药片和酒混合起来 去他妈的这些感觉
I left everyone I love on read (Uh-huh)
我离开了路途上爱过的每个灵魂
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh)
向我床榻上的陌生人袒露我的秘密
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)
我已然忘怀一切 便也就无怨无悔
Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head
除了我脑海中 四四拍回声萦绕不绝