Self vs Self (feat. In Flames)

If I struggle a lifetime
如果我奋斗终生
What would my body be
那我的躯体将会如何
An empty shell
空虚的灵魂
On what a demon fed
是恶魔的饲料
Could be a heavy burden
敢说真话
To stay true to your words
这能成为一个沉重的负担
Speak up
大声疾呼
I wanna silence everything
还是缄口不言
If I got no plan
如果我对此毫无计划
Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free
这不意味我得到了我所要的自由
If I got no meaning
如果我过的如行尸走肉一般
Would you force me to a place where I make sense
你会强迫我过得更有意义
'Cause nothing lasts forever
因为没有什么东西可以持续到永远
How do I get home
我怎么样才能得到我的归宿
Everything revolves around me
每一个想法都在我脑海中盘旋
If I can't find myself
如果我寻找不到自我
It's so completely fake
这样的人生对我来所说似乎是完全的欺骗
How do I get home
我怎么样才能得到我的归宿
Everything revolves around me
每一个想法都在我脑海中盘旋
If even you can't help
如果甚至你也无能为力
Dark nights on my soul
这是灵魂最黑暗之日
I deny failure
否认错误
I ignite
怒火中烧
Woe is on my misery
克服自身的困难
She wins all their eyes
以严肃的眼光
Realize what defies our fate
相信我们宿命的定义
This is not me  this is me
这不是我，但这就是我
So if I struggle a lifetime
所以如果我奋斗终生
What good would that do
对我来说有什么好处呢
If I got a plan
如果我明确了计划
Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside
它能助我消除这种恐惧感嘛
If I do make sense
如果我使自己过得更有意义
Would you drag me down
你能救救我吗
'Cause nothing lasts forever
因为这不能持续到永远
How do I get home
我怎么样才能得到我的归宿
Everything revolves around me
每一个想法都在我脑海中盘旋
If I can't find myself
如果我寻找不到自我
It's so completely fake
这样的人生对我来所说似乎是完全的欺骗
How do I get home
我怎么样才能得到我的归宿
Everything revolves around me
每一个想法都在我脑海中盘旋
If even you can't help
甚至你也无能为力
Dark nights on my soul
那么这是灵魂最黑暗之日